When It's All Falling Apart, I Look To You
We can all admit, 2020 is trash. It has brought upon every single one of us, hopelessness, fear, lost, and desolation. I can’t lie and say I’ve been okay, however, allowing God first into my life has given me the understanding to trust in Him whenever the world is in turmoil.
For the past few weeks, my heart has grown weary and I’ve hidden my emotions even toward myself because I felt I’d be okay, and slowly began to believe that I was. Whenever I’d pray for certain situations to change, I watched as new obstacles came about to make things worse. The problem was I lost sight of God, because I was so emotional. I allowed my emotions to rule over me, rather than allowing God to take control. It was when I quieted myself and turned to God for guidance and cried out to hear His voice, He answered.
In my last post Where I've been and What I've Done, I've mentioned Psalm 46:10, “Be still and know that I am God,” and still that scripture resonates in my soul when I don't know where to turn. Psalm 46 is the perfect chapter in the Bible to read during times like this because it talks about the presence of God in calamity and shows how he protects those who look for him for refuge.
For those who don’t want to open a new page to read, here’s the full chapter:
No matter what you are going through or what is going on around you, know that there is a God working on your behalf. When you put Him first and seek His face, He will take care of your needs. He is our refuge, He is our strength and always present in times of trouble. And I thank God for always reminding me He’s by my side even when I take a step back from Him, there’s no God like you!